keeping this page open all day
- reasons I think I’m aging:
- I have forehead wrinkles now
- the dentist said I brush my teeth too hard and now my gums are coming off
- I’m pretty sure my brain is fully developed now or something because I don’t think exactly like I used to even four years ago
- I used to have a 4.0 gpa, but these days sometimes I feel like I’m dumb. I’m wondering if I act dumber than I am?
- I haven’t written on here in a while and I’m wondering if it’s because of my brain development (see bullet #1)
- ^ or maybe I’ve just been going through a phase
- fun things that have happened of late:
- camping for a night at caloosahatchee state park (a while back)
- camping at myakka river state park
- going to orlando for a wedding and staying in an rv
- valentines day (sweet gifts + joes crabs)
- making the kabagambe logo
- my dad falling off the stage (not fun)
- going to Sanibel for biking + periwinkle exploring (I meant to write down everything that happened that day)
- girl’s night ft. fruit dishes
- drawing class w meg
- h’s family’s chili cookoff
- making bbq chicken nachos
- h’s mom + niece coming to visit
- Christmas (wait has it been that long)
- my birthday @ matlacha
- seeing nate bargatze
- getting my nose pierced again
- going back to ya group
- k said, “I would rather have a sound mind than be the fake conventional standard of beauty.” or something like that
- I don’t know where we should live. we’re not even moving until may but I’ve already been anxious about it. I feel like I’m getting ahead of myself and it’s all going to work out
- A few weeks ago I was sitting at the park along the edge of the river. the sun was about to set, so a number of people had gathered there. the sky was orange, and the sun was still too bright to stare at directly. in the distance was a pier, broken from the storm, and on it sat dozens and dozens of birds. a flock if you will. I had a thought: oh, I wish they would all take off at once. immediately they did. they looped around the sky and landed back onto the pier.
“But ask the animals, and they will teach you,
or the birds in the sky, and they will tell you;
or speak to the earth, and it will teach you,
or let the fish in the sea inform you.
Which of all these does not know
that the hand of the Lord has done this?
Job 12:7-9
Does the eagle soar at your command and build its nest on high?
Job 39:27
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