feels like forever ago

been nice not being a pastor’s kid for a while. annoying how quickly all those old triggers can slap u in the face again.

I shouldn’t complain. that’s the prob actually. why have I been so blessed. why. ugh

I’ll always remember how the lord cared for my family like he did for the israelites. even when I feel five thousand feet away from him. it will always be in the back of my mind like folklore.

anyway, I miss it.