heyooooooooo. um. I lost my voice this weekend. really weird. I never do that kind of stuff. and I never get sick. but I woke up this morn and felt terrible. strange.

but I didn’t even really mind. I mean I was a lil upset at first and then I just got over it. I had to skip an important class, or I had thought it was important, but after a while I just felt like ok-well-God-clearly-wants-me-to-lay-low-today-so-whatever-I-guess-that’s-just-what-i’m-going-to-have-to-do. I’m going to stop asking questions and do what I gotta do. I’m not going to fight it. And I don’t mind if I never know why. I really don’t.

I mean, I kinda minded. And then I decided that I didn’t. Because I remembered literally everything that the Lord has done lately. And suddenly my little life felt very small. Not in a demeaning way but in an oh-how-silly-of-me-for-even-worrying-about-this way.

um. it’s been a large week. First of all…I updated my mac to mojave and changed my accent color to pink, and it has been revolutionary to me. what a change, apple! bravo!

secondly, I watched a documentary about food waste on thursday, and it was very good. there are so many parts of plants that are edible that we just don’t eat—and this actually accounts for a significant amount of food waste in the world, which is cray. also, apparently beer is made from bread. and in south korea, some neighborhoods have automated food bins that talk and charge you based on how much food you waste each month. wowza.

ate a lot this weekend. oh my gosh! florida has many many food options.

ending with this: Whoever believes in the Son of God has the testimony in himself. Whoever does not believe God has made him a liar, because he has not believed in the testimony that God has borne concerning his Son. This is he who came by water and blood—Jesus Christ; not by the water only but by the water and the blood. And the Spirit is the one who testifies, because the Spirit is the truth. For there are three that testify: the Spirit and the water and the blood; and these three agree. (1 John 5:6-8)

water and blood? what in the world? must look into this.